It’s Not Mine

I set the case down next to the sink. No, it might get wet. I thought. I picked it up and put the strap on my shoulder, so the prized possession was resting on my back, safe from water. A woman walked by behind me in the public bathroom and knocked my purse, which knocked the case, pulling the strap from my shoulder as gravity pulled the valuable toward the ground. With Elasto-girl’s flexibility and Jack-Jack’s incredible speed, my hand moved swiftly to grab the strap to avoid the camera hitting, while my purse finished the descent to the dirty floor. Fortunately, it was only my purse and not the camera!

I need to shorten this camera strap, I thought, so it doesn’t fall off again. But wait, it is not mine, so I don’t want to adjust anything in case the owner likes it at that exact length.

I continued babying the camera for the three hours it was in my possession.camera baby

My 12-year-old daughter was in a talent competition, Actors, Models and Talent for Christ, and wanted an actual camera as a prop in one of her acting scenes. We borrowed one from a grandparent of another performer.

I was so nervous to hold the camera. I didn’t want anything to happen to it before it could be used for its purpose in the acting competition. Besides, I pretty much hate borrowing anything…almost ever…because I am afraid I will mess something up.  It is as though my pride can’t handle being the one to hurt something that is not mine.

I wish I treated my life as if it were Someone else’s!

To Whom Does This Belong?

How do I keep forgetting Whose life this is?

My pastor, Stephen Davey of Wisdom for the Heart,  did an illustration not long ago. He brought a man to the front of the church and asked him to give him his wallet. The man did. The pastor then took $20 out of the wallet and handed the man his wallet back – $20 short. The man said, “Thank you.” As we all would expect when someone gives you something back – even though:

  1. It belonged to the man to begin with
  2. The pastor was returning it with less value than it originally had.

His example was an illustration of tithing – how God gives us “a wallet of money” and we give a portion back (sometimes only 10%!), and then act like God should say “thank you,” when really it was 100% His to begin with!

Wallet of Twenty-Four hours

I liked the illustration, and for me, I applied it to my “wallet of time.” I have 24 hours in a walletOfTimeday that God has given me. I am embarrassed to say that sometimes I act like He should say “thank you” if I give “some” of it back, while I try to keep the rest of the time “for me”.

The fact is that all of the hours were His and still are. It is up to me to represent them that way.

It’s funny to me how much I like to compartmentalize life: This hour is for Bible time with God; this hour is for exercise; this hour is for motherhood; this hour is for my husband.  But God sees all the hours! All of the words, all of the thoughts, all of the actions,  all of my all is meant to be used by Him!

I guess I need to treat this life like the camera next to the sink – as a precious possession of Someone else’s- and protect every inch of it, so it is ready to be used when the time of its purpose arrives.

If I recalled Whose life this is, would I guard my brain’s intake more wisely? (Phil 4:8)  Would I use words purposefully (1Thess 5:11)? Would I rest more, eat better, and in general beat my body into submission to what I should be doing? (1Cor 9:27)

What if I took care of all of my possessions – as if they are gifts for His use and not mine? (because they are.) (1Chron 29:14)  What if I used my life as the gift He loaned….and used it for His purposes alone?

In reality, there is no-such thing as a compartmentalized Christian.

“Either you live your life for God’s glory, or you are living for yourself. There is no ground in-between.” – Chris Brady

May God keep us focused on living for His glory…with every hour He graciously puts in our “wallet”,

Terri

(note: Illustrations by my daughter, Christine Brady, age 12)

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11 thoughts on “It’s Not Mine

  1. I love this line “I guess I need to treat this life like the camera next to the sink – as a precious possession of Someone else’s- and protect every inch of it, so it is ready to be used when the time of its purpose arrives.” So many purposes and opportunities and if I waste time on nothings, the purposes don’t get fulfilled. As always, thank you!

  2. Terri – this is just the message that I’ve been needing! By His grace, I will keep your message fresh in my mind and close to my heart as I strive to keep my eyes on Him and off of myself – in ALL things!

    And great job to Christine on those illustrations!! She’s amazing!! 🙂

  3. Excellent reminder Terri!!

    I am often frustrated with myself as compartmentalize my time/life and usher out God his portion in the morning feeling as if that’s enough. Im further tempted to pat myself on the back because I gave HIM his time as if it all doesn’t belong to HIM anyway.

    Thanks for the perspective and for sharing your wisdom with the world.

    Be blessed my sista’ in Christ!

  4. Wow. What a thought-provoking post. The idea that I expect God to say thank you or give me some accolade for spending a fraction of my time/money/energy… on him is really funny in this context! But seriously…that’s what I do! Thanks for sharing your insights. ❤️

  5. Amazing reminder Terri! Thanks for the illustration pass along of Stephen Davey as well. You are two of my favorite spiritual teachers!

  6. A brand new way to look at what God has given us. I have been praying and reading Gods word to a lady that has cancer. She ask me if sue-aside is a sin. I said let me ask you some questions. If it were me laying there with cancer would you be able to just kill me so I would not have to suffer. “NO” Is my life more valuable than yours, remember God created both of us? We are both HIS as HE is the potter and we are the clay. If we take our life what are we saying to God? That HE does not know what HE is doing? That HE can test everyone else’s Faith but not mine. “HE said if I do not test your faith it is not worth anything.” I could go on but she saw that she has no more right to take her life than anyone else’s. Be3

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